Tracy and her 17 Candles

Weeeeeee!!!! My little Tracy is finally 17!!! Hmmm... Let me see what I can say about Tracy, Captain's favourite. She's not cute. She's adorable. I like the way you the the 'angry' gesture. I'm never disappointed in her because she's always original. I don't expect her to be soaring in NCC because I' be happy if she is comfortable with the way she is. So don't you dare step right up to her and say, "Why aren't you a Captain like your Daddy?" However, if she becomes one someday...I'll be proud. I enjoyed every goddamn second with you Radin Tracy!

Her Lovely Lady Bug!

The Proud & His Pride

You can have Whatever You like - T.I

That's my lil Girl with Her first Sword!

Exactly a Year ago....

She's lovely right. Guys if you are interested please see her love life agent, ME! Wohhoooo it'll be worse than BAC & BDC selection. We aren't looking for the best. We are looking for the perfect match.



Tracy, may you have pleasant days ahead :)

Respect & Humility

5 days waking up at home and I'm still feeling a little uncomfortable. Maybe I'm missing those days where I woke up earlier than Playboy, bathe and went straight to the training ground. The kids would make my day by shouting "HooYa! Captain Jack!" those greetings made me proud to call them my trainess. Love you lightnings!

However, I scolded them when things are not up to my expectations. I would hurry the appointment holders' asses for the Parade State. I screamed every second and showed a stern face as though they didn't deserve a smile. My intention was only to uphold some of the core values. Sorry if I went a bit too far. We had a hell of good times together rite?!

I miss the nights too. I miss Jojo. I miss Hariz. I miss nutella. I miss Playboy's horny behavior. Maybe not so because I see him every now and then. I miss Jiahui being tikopek. I miss hunting food with Hakim and Hashim. I miss going high in air office!

Here are some photos:

Shol! Get out! It's My PHOTO!

Low Alert!

Rusok Senja-Ta!

So You Want To See My Snake huh 56th?!

I just wanna Hang!

Hola Hola! I know I've been thinking too much about me and the people around me. So I decided to hang with the WJLA in Boat Quay. Xin Ran took my key so I cannot open my closet. I couldn't dress up so I just wore my sports clothing and my school shoes. Who cares? I was comfortable with it.

Full Moon!

Trying VERY hard to touch the Moon!

Now I'm tired already..... (notice my ass)

Tributes to Late Ah meng!

WOO! The Glowing Adidas!

Ok people, this one is to show that Rafiq was actually afraid that he might fall into the river. :P

To Hang! once in a while is really emo-busting. It was a night to enjoy especially over at Shol's place to have our PJ party. I learnt something when I was with them that night. They HATED Harry Potter! They got totally jaded. We ditched the film except for Shol. He thought he was talking to us but...... TEEHHEEE!

"Why would I sail with any of you?"

I'm lost in the middle on an endless ocean. After 3 years with the absence of cherry blossoms, I know the sweat of my brow never dripped once. Eventhough there's no wind; I'll never touch the same water. Standing on a helm as the Captain of the ship but my crew can see that I can't navigate, cook or even use swords. Occasional tempest and tidal waves would disrupt my voyage but they can never break the bow and the mast. Now with a new crew, I believed in a new hope as well as false hope that was given to the late Captain when my batch of people joined the crew.

One year after, I decided to become the shipwright and upgrade the ship that can conquer the seven seas and outrun any other. To my surprise, our ship went into combat. I trust my crew, my leaders and my ship. However I got onto a boat and flee from the ship discreetly. I rowed away and away. Suddenly my instinct told me to stop. Sigh... I looked at the ship with green sails. Should I go back?

Lost my way, Lost myself

I pushed myself beyond limits. I sacrificed the thing I want most. I kept asking myself why that decision. There are no answers for my question but it begged for more questions. I was confused and others’ opinions are just maddeningly unhelpful for I understand myself best. However the best I can understand myself is not to understand myself at all. To find my forte is never assured but discovering something new about me, that’s dead certain. Not only I’ve discovered something new about me, I’ve discovered a new me. With that, I forgot my past and I’m not feeling comfortable.

I’m like on a street that runs both ways. I'm walking towards one end but the terrain was rough with sharp-edged rocks and there’s no telling what is to come. Somehow my heart tells me that the thing I want most is somewhere at the opposite end. It was the thing that kept me going, the thing that drove me but now I went way off the course. I’d choose to turn back but what if it disappears before I could even come close? Now would you guys excuse me, I just need some alone time. Sigh.

Change of Command

Liqin, Shuwei and Me
Appointment Holders

My Favourite & I

Cpt. Jack Sparrow

Me & MPO

Me & East Girl

Jack & Jojo

Pipi, Nick and Daddy

Fellow 31st Divers!

My first time being a sword bearer

WEST!

It was a good experience being in No. 1 after so long. Never knew I could become a Parade Commander for such memorial event. Although I was only the reserve, it was the experience that counts. Let me repeat this again. I couldn't imagine myself being in front of so many people giving commands. HOOYA!