Why do all good things come to an end?

This post is for all my Kakis: Rica, Si Jin, Charis, Lisa, Rachel & Joyce. I heard that people seemed to be bitching about you and stuff. Well Charis, I feel your anger. You have to be strong and control your anger if not it'll just devour you inside. Well, we know we are innocent and all we do is just being ourselves. We are no fake, right? Then why bother about those bitching when we can have a bottle of rum. Sometimes they don't understand you that well, that's why they bitch. That's what I call uncertainty. However I believed if we know each other, things will just get better.

As for Joycey The Brave. Erm.... Well this is part of life when one takes a separate path. Like what I told you before, true friends are not inseparable but being separated and nothing changes. RP is a nice haven. There's something call food haven there. I hoped you find a safe haven there. If RP is making you miserable you can always call the HAPPY-HOTLINE: 97105067. I believed the service is excellent. And if you need anything from RP, call the I-NEED-HELP-HOTLINE: 97105067. It's a good network I think. Well Joyce, Bon Voyage.

Jhark in the Pool

I love swimming since I was young. Yeah, that's me doing the Frogman. The smell of chlorine water. The white tiles. The metal ladders. The blue tiles which mark each lane. The white grill along the edges of the pool. The sound of the water going out of the pool. The refracted light in the pool. Those are the things that make a perfect swimming pool.

Love is like swimming. Once you learnt how to do it, you can't never forget. However it takes effort to be a good lover just like how to be a good swimmer. And it's really tiring to understand all the moves and how to perform it but it's wonderful once you have got the hang of it.

Toodles!

I got Jacked

I'm lost right now but I'm still wide awake. I can't seem to do the right thing. What is the right thing? To me it is when the least is being hurt or preferably none. My friend told me to only look in front as the future is untold and it's definitely going to be better than the past. I can't help but to look back. And that's when I hurt myself again. Every door leads to a new path. Every path tells its own story. I've seen many doors and I found one that has an interesting story behind it.

That door was left opened. I can roughly see what's beyond that door. I held the knob, feeling helpless and threw myself to the floor with my hand still holding tight. Two things might happen if I decided to enter the door: I might be a disappointment to the story or people might not like my story. Thinking about these choices agitates me sometimes that I would just slam the door shut. Lately I saw a friend trying to enter the door but it was locked. Am I meant to enter that door? Is my destiny fixed beyond that door?

Yeap, I'm a coward, I run away from problems rather than solving them. I'm fuuuc-ked!

How Actors Changed the Identity of a Character

Now, who is he? Ladies & Gentlemen, this is the Joker. This character was supposed to be very cheerful and he's never serious in times of danger(of course he's the one causing it). However this version of the Joker starred by Heath Ledger was a little too dark and he upstaged Batman big time. I really enjoyed the movie because of his presence, not some crime-fighting hero who couldn't speak properly. And now, I'm having ideas about how to smile forever or at least make others smile forever.........

The thing I like most about him is his goal. He wasn't looking for anything tangible like cash. From time to time, he only wanted to see the world burn. He likes uplanned situation, havoc, panic and Anarchy.

He is a..................85% excellent character

My dream

Ladies & Gentlemen, I present to you Cheryl Fox! Look at her. She's a respectable woman who wears appropriately and she is sweet looking. She is a member of the Singapore Mass Comm World. She appeared in the screen many times and I watched her most of the time. I love her accent. I love the way she looked at people and smile and how she positioned herself in a conversation. She's a professional! My dream is not to be with her (what a fantasy) but to be like her. Inspired by her saying:

If I’m able to make a difference in people’s lives by doing what I love, then there’s no other way I’d like to live.

May my dreams come true.........

Reminiscing Totally Trips Me Out

Everything happened so fast and before you knew it, you lost touch in your passion. I opened up my closet today to take out my Trusty No. 4 when I realised I was having some reluctance. It felt like back in the days when I pulled my MI uniform to iron it. I usually dragged my feet to school last year. Sometimes dragging wasn't enough to take me there and eventually my feet failed me.

I have to book in tonight and I don't feel like going. After what had happened i think I lost my trust in some of them. These activities were what I was looking forward to every year. I love NCC, no doubt. You guys are the ones that made NCC colourful. When you guys are gone, NCC would be another place like Fleet Street.

Now, MI, the place that was once gloomy, is finally brightening up. I met few people that gave me a reason to go to school. I've gained the confidence to become a Jackass! in MI. I chose to retain so that I can be reunited with my partner in Crime, Ricadonna! And God bless me with few more like Charis, Rachel, Joyce, Si Jin and Lisa. Charis is like my twin sister.(It brings havoc when you have more than 1 Jack Jack) She has sugar rush, she's bold, she challenges school authorities, she can dance, she can swim(She likes them both), she's dramatic and most of the time she behaves like a Jackass! I love that, I love my sister, I love me. Si Jin is my classmate and she takes care of me pretty well. What a caretaker, it's always challenge when it come to me. I like disturbing Rachel, she's easily duped but it's cute when she shows her punk'd expressions. However, I'll get whacked by Joyce if I disturb her too much. Well I always feel safe when Joycee is around. Never knew her much last year and now I found out that she's cool and nice. More to come about them next time.

As for my class, I LOVE THEM MORE THAN I LOVE MY BIOLOGICAL PARENTS. Our boss is none other than my Sister Jacklyn and I enjoyed the way our class runs. I'm Sarah Palin of my class and I love being Jacklyn's partner. Jacklyn & Jack nifty duo and the Havocs! What a perfect class we have. 09B5!!!!

Well, I didn't choose for that to happen. If it's my fault I would admit it but won't you let me explain. Now I'm banished until the day I can actually return which I wasn't informed of. Well that is just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is. Forgive me for my weakness for I'm only human. However I will return one day to shape up an epic moment.